It’s frustrating to try to put into words my trip back to
the Philippines. I feel like there are no words to describe my experience. Some
places that we went to during our Albay tour brought back so much warm
emotions. I don’t necessarily remember driving or going to these places at a
young age. But, something about driving to my dad’s hometown, Anislag, Albay,
just felt extremely familiar especially with my cousins.
Lolo and Lola's old home |
Most of our traveling was spent in the car and we talked
about everything. It felt like we were attempting to catch up on those eleven
years in our limited 8-5 PM Albay tour. To me, seeing the places were
eye-opening but spending time with my family made the whole trip.
Before my trip to the Philippines, I did not really
understand the Filipino value of family. Our family deeply values family, but
it’s a whole new level in the motherland. During our Albay tour, I was amazed
to see my cousins from my mom’s side bond really well with my cousins from my
dad’s side. We were one big family, something that isn’t as present in the States.
Our first stop was Your Brother ATV near Daraga. Gabbie, Ate
Pau and I were on one ATV and Royce, Angel and Tita Bennie were on another.
This ATV course had more hills and a lake to ride over. Ate Pau and I spent
most of the ride catching up about school, career, family, friends and
aspirations. It’s interesting to realize how many conversation topics we talked
about in such a short amount of time. We crammed 11 years of our life in that
8-5 PM tour.
New whip |
I also realized that my cousins from my dad’s side want to
travel abroad for jobs. They asked me about the overall life back in the
States, and I did not refrain from telling them the truth that I saw. Life in
the States isn’t the ideal especially if you are an immigrant. The standard of
living is much higher compared to the Philippines therefore we “make more
money” in America. In exchange for making more money, we had to leave our
families and simple lifestyles behind. In America, it feels like we always want
more. Once we reach our goal, we have another one. America is a great place for
people that always want more for themselves, for their family. I did not hold anything
back from them.
After the ATV ride, we had Jolibees for lunch. The worker
messed up our drive-through order, and we spent the entire time waiting for our
order trying to the right order. I guess she was under-pressured because we
told her 10-20 different items. Still not an excuse to mess up our order.
While driving through the long and windy roads to Misibis
Bay, we ate Jolibee. The portions are half the size as the portions in the
States. No doubt about it, Philippines food will always taste 100 times better
than Filipino food in America despite the smaller portions.
Honestly I have no clue why we drove to Misibis Bay
especially since most of the attractions require the whole day to enjoy the
place. We had 3 more hours left for the tour and we haven’t even gone to
Cagsawa, the main place that I wanted to see in Bicol. Regardless of the random
trip to Misibis, I was grateful for the precious view of the beach, the hills
that spread outside of the Chapel and the gorgeous amphitheater. This resort
had viewpoints that showed the many beauties of the Philippines.
Fancy resort entrance |
That view though |
Shoutout to mom for getting this |
That view though x2 |
On the way back to Albay, Ate Pau and I got lost in our
conversation about meditation. She told me that she once spent an hour every
day meditating for an entire month. For that hour, she thought of nothing. I
don’t think that I can even make my mind think of nothing for 2 minutes.
Thoughts always race in my monkey mind. Maybe I’ll practice meditation and work
on having my mind more at peace.
In the last hour of our tour, we went to Sumlang Lake and
Cagsawa, the best for last. The breeze in Sumlang Lake made you forget that you
were in the Philippines. I could spend an entire day there relaxing and looking
at the Mayon. We probably spent at most 30 minutes there, and made our way to
Cagsawa. It’s crazy to notice how time flew so fast, and most of our tour was
spent in the car (lol).
Straight up cheesin' |
Wacky Wacky |
When we got to Cagsawa, I got extremely nostalgic. I
remembered the childhood version of me throwing up the peace sign in front of
the Mayon Volcano and the Ruins whenever dad, kuyas and I had tourist days. To
me, the Mayon Volcano and the ruins are more than a volcano and ruins. To me,
Cagsawa is a symbol of my childhood. Even after all these years, the place is
just as beautiful as the time I left it.
I'm home |
After all of the picture-taking and feeling like a tourist
moments, we drove back to the Casablanca suites. I dreaded the car ride back
because I knew and my cousins knew that this was going to be the last time we
saw each other until the next time. To us, it’s not a good-bye but instead a
see you later.